Hey Mr. Tambourine Man,
Dya know your name,
Is being used by family wrecking whores?
To postulate that they they’re smart,
To showcase they have a grand plan,
Perhaps for the greater good,
Perhaps, to vet more phalluses,
But I don’t think it will take,
A weatherman to tell,
Which way their pussies are blown.
This morning, as I had my pretentious coffee,
I rifled through a pretentious magazine,
That came with the unpretentious papers.
Saw an advert for a store selling armchairs,
Their tagline was “Inspired by a dream”;
Amused, I wondered what furniture I’d churn,
If it were to be inspired by my latest dream,
A double homicide, a slasher on the lose,
With the knife dripping fresh blood,
Being chased by hungry hungry hippos.
Freud and Neitzsche, can you hear me?
Why do I always have red on my mind?
Yoga and Capoeira, Pilates and Jogging,
In Under Armour and no underpants,
Nothing brings more peace and joy,
Like dreaming of steel knife in windpipes.
I asked my daughter,
What dya want to be,
When you are a big girl?
Her answer made me
Want to dig my own grave,
On a stolen plot somewhere,
And jump in, without a tank
Of Oxygen or Oxycodone.
What an oxymoron!
I didn’t even want the grave marked,
For she said she wants to be a “socialite”.
“I am God”, said an asswipe.
Blew his horns, sounded from a pipe.
All you bloody did was see a shrink,
Who helped you get outside of hell’s brink.
Like a Jungle-man beating his chest,
You proclaim that you are the best.
You can walk on water,
Do things like in the gutter.
Make wine out of pee-pee,
Glamorous gold shit-shit.
Fucking whores on a schoolnight,
I’mma choke your windpipe.
Don’t mess with me, dickhead,
Might light fire to your fucking bed.
My gut falls,
I see U.
Fuck this summer.
I ain’t getting out of here,
Unless I am in a box,
Nah, I am not imitating,
To see if I can spew venom
This isn’t over,
My head’s in the shitter,
I say, doesn’t matter
To the man in the mirror.
There’d be a myriad of wise men and women on this platform, and I’d really appreciate some communication.
I am filled with rage, anger and suicidal thoughts over something as trivial as being cheated on.
I do not want to cry anymore, I do not want to be sad anymore. I do not want to think about it anymore. I want to erase the whole thing from my head. I have gone to the lengths of exploring (laughable) things like black magic, voodoo, witchcraft, electroshock therapy, lobotomy, hypnotherapy, what have you. I even stepped into a church, a mosque, a temple, a synagogue. Divine intervention didn’t work either. Medication, meditation, yoga, death metal, nothing worked. I drown myself in a sea of pills and alcohol. It hurts like a bitch. I can’t tell day from night, today from tomorrow. I have panic attacks in malls. I break down in public places. I have gone to psychiatrists and therapists and other horde of doctors. The only thing that keeps me calm is a hug from my husband and son. I’ve cried a river. I just have one simple wish now. I don’t want to be sad anymore.
So if there’s anyone out there who can help, please help a sister out. I am on the last rung of the ladder.
Can I just get a wrecking ball,
Or a baseball bat,
And smash everything?
Or should I just walk in deep waters,
And attend my own sea burial?
**No offence to any professions. Respect. Just rants of a fucked up woman
Yes, it’s true what they say. Money cannot buy you happiness. But it sure can buy you 5 star vacations and that’s about as happy as a grown-up can get. Sure, there’s the unhinged, unwavering, unwarranted happiness that is in a child. But that child grows up, in a society fret with problems. Problems created by grown-ups who build schools and colleges to help solve those problems. Talk about going in circles.
I have been on the planet over three decades and I can narrow down to two moments of sheer joy: one, when I married my now adulterous husband, and two, when I saw the man holding my baby in his arms. If that isn’t true love, I fail to see what is. And that same man denied me a hug a minute ago because “he needed some time apart”. I don’t even have any Valiums on me to counter that shrug. All I can do is whine to the world, where I know I am not even going to be heard. This man, he cheated, lied, and beat me up and blamed me for everything. I have started thinking that maybe I am the monster who torments someone so much they want to beat the shit out of them.
I have sobbed, slept on hotel floors, waited for a taxi at 2 in the morning because I was thrown out of the house, made to leave my child behind, been called a whore who can’t even sell her body for sex, and beaten up black and blue; why? Because I asked this person why he needed another woman in his life.
Five tequila shots down, I finally have the courage to share my story. I know there would be several women out there going through this and worse shit possible. If you are one of them, leave a message and the least we can do is give a metaphorical shoulder to cry upon. YES, face it, world! Women cry. They’re not being melodramatic, they’re just being real.
And if you are one of those wife-beaters, please, for the love of whatever you love, stop doing that, no matter how much she provokes you. You were born out of a woman. And just because someone annoys you or you are filled with rage, does not give you the right to hit a woman. Women are not the weaker sex. Women are the smarter sex. That’s why “housewives” is more common than “househusbands”. That’s right, we put our pedicured feet up and send the man to make money to buy us shoes.
In spite of everything, a woman would do anything in her power and beyond to protect her family. She is not just a mama bear to her sons and daughters. She’s mothering you as well, the “breadwinner”. She’s the glue that keeps it together; without her, everything would fall all over. RESPECT, mofos, RESPECT!
Go, go, go further in,
Nobody’s pulling you back in.
Why, is it a sin,
To love thy next of kin?
Once again, I hit refresh,
A million times a minute.
Once again, I check the dial tone,
A million times a minute.
Once again, I hope against hope,
A million times, I cry.
Once again, I pray,
A million times, to make it right.
Once again, my heart breaks,
A million little pieces scattered.
What is it called,
When the left side of the body,
Feels heavier and hurting,
Like someone smashed it with hammer?
What is it called,
When catatonia takes over,
A perfectly healthy body,
Like all the blood is drained out?
What is it called,
When the eyes go dry,
But there’s loud sobs,
Like a whale separated from it’s calf?
What is it called,
When you are in a crowd,
But are left alone crying,
Like a war torn border?
What is it called,
When the shoulders are slumped,
Walking in the rain
Like a wet pup looking for a home?
On a rainy, dark night,
A grave was dug.
The wet soil, fret with worms.
Worms waiting to feast on one.
The trees dripped with cold drops,
The empty hole in the ground, soft.
Not a sound, except the scythe,
The corpse turned from red to blue,
Waiting for it’s last avenue.
The bats chittered, smelling the death.
Rain poured, like the sky was torn.
The mud, the dust, the coffin,
Lay in wait to be put in place.
No people gathered, no tears shed.
Images and water, rose like a stench,
From the already deceased and unclaimed.
Weekend rang in,
Offices close at five.
Empty parking lots,
The old cigarette stench,
The pop of the bottle of wine.
Stage a protest at home,
Drive your Jeep, solicit in the dump.
“Late night meetings”, hahaha,
Dya think I was born without a brain?
GPS trackers and dropping pins,
Are for pathetic losers.
“Jackass, I can run you over”,
That’s not a threat,
It’s just your way of saying,
Fuck off, bitch.
Yes! This just in,
Don’t need to see your pin.
I know the skivvy bunch,
Even when it deals me a punch.
Passing out drunk,
Lying in your vomit,
Hammered beyond recognition,
Limbs in different directions,
Fucking in fast cars,
Dancing with the devil,
Rolling bills to snort cocaine,
Stumbling on the office floor.
Being young and carefree,
Is a young people’s poison.
In mid-life, you can’t be 20.
Chasing and haunted
Bitch, I just fucked you.
Without any soliciting
Stop moaning, you whore,
This ain’t counselling.
A speeding truck is all I need,
To stop this shit blow up like weed.
I got one way tickets,
To a place I don’t want to go.
I have no home,
But here I am, not being slow.
I am asked to leave,
Because I fought,
For the love of my life,
And for being a bad wife.
I did nothing wrong,
Or so I think.
When I was shown my flaws,
I began to sink.
With a heavy heart,
I kissed my child,
Told him to go to school,
And not be a tool.
A decade of happiness,
Was deciphered as unhappiness.
I had no idea I was living a lie,
I thought everything was,
As sweet as a pie.
My two best men,
They let me go;
To face the world,
With a broken mould.
I want to go back,
And give them a hug.
But I know, before long,
I will be a rug.
My tears mean nothing,
My heart is still longing,
For that one person to say,
You belong here darling.
An orange leprechaun,
A horn-less unicorn,
A beautiful ogre,
A toothless vampire,
A wingless eagle,
A fireless dragon,
A dark, dark star,
They met at the bar
To talk about a loveless life.
*All the characters are real, the names haven’t been changed*
Once upon a time, a young whore was born out of, probably a wedlock. The young whore was braindead at birth. Her eyes looked North and she saw South. Her teeth grew like a heavily fertilised cornfield, too many to line up in the jaw. She went to school and did not pay attention to the teachers, but instead kept admiring her fingernails.
As the young whore grew, her grassy hair grew and she learnt a thing or two about tying them into a whorilicious way. She learned about co-ordinating skirts with blouses and hot pants with tank tops. She attended a “fashion school” to learn this. As she reached her 20s, her hemline went higher and higher and the neckline went deeper and deeper. Despite this, the little whore was not able to walk, talk and act like a whore because she was trapped in a family who lived by the book.
One day, as the whore was juggling jobs as a showgirl juggling her boobs, a young, lost soul caught her eyes. She spread her legs wide open and immediately the lost soul decided to marry her to be the sole owner of those legs and that body. The lost soul started out humble but worked hard and reached places in life which the whore had never heard of.
Being free from the shackles of her family, she started her Babylonian epic whore journey, spreading her unfertilised eggs, from one man to another. In the meantime, the lost soul was clueless about his little whore’s business and loved her dearly and showered her with the latest gadgets. iPhone, myphone, a lot of phones were given to her to communicate with her.
But alas! the lost soul failed to see that the little whore was guzzling wine and beer like a parched whale and making other lost souls fall from heaven like Lucifer. The elixir of alcohol went to her braindead head and she looked in the mirror and saw a demigoddess. She levitated with a delusional delight and her feet never touched the ground. Of course, her knees did a lot of groundwork, performing fellatio on any male genitals that came her way. At one point there was also an equally braindead whore who decided to facilitate each other’s deviant desires while the lost soul looked on.
A decade passed by and the whore decided that she needed to mess around with more genitals. She moved to another country seeking cheaper wine and cigarettes and gullible middle-aged men. Her eyes had gone puffy, her voice had grown hoarser, and she was still grotesquely attractive to men. Another dumbass lost soul came her way and they fornicated each other’s brains out, not that there was much to lose to begin with. The dumbass had a star by his side who guided him back to his heaven. The whore kept on luring him back in, and the guardian angels stopped him many a times.
The star that stood by the lost soul’s side while he vomited the germs passed on by the whore, was mangled up, smashed and left at the curb side, begging for help from a child. At last the lost soul opened his eyes and saw the light. He gave his star his American Express Platinum card and the star transformed into Superwoman overnight. Superwoman shouted a lot, because she was dealing with dumbasses and the dumbasses paid no heed to the words and registered the noise as abuse. (*eye roll)
After much deliberation and debates between his brain and phallus, the lost soul decided that the star was indeed right and decided to follow her path. There were slip-ups, mind you, but the star stood her ground. One day, the whore lured the lost soul into a seedy watering hole and filled him to the brim with alcohol. Then, the little whore produced a pack of cigarettes that were hidden in her ass crack and they both smoked like an industrial chimney. They rolled home in their carriage, drunk as skunk and slapped the star across her face.
Now the star got very very angry and decided to bulldoze the whore once and for all. Collected but uncalm within, the star hatched a plan to demolish the harlot. After multiple attempts, she succeeded; first crushing her sunglasses, next crushing her head which was quite easy as there was nothing within and finally, crushing the whore entirely with a speeding truck. The star smiled with a deep sigh of relief and told the lost souls, both of them, “And that’s how you kill a whore.”
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